I met one of foreigner MO who doing his specialty in USM in Seven Eleven Shop. Havent seen him for months because he currently doing his attachment in HRPZ.
Well, he did help me a lot when i was in fourth year especially teaching me during the on-call as well as during the ward session.
He’s quite friendly and easy going. Maybe that’s the reason why i can easily built rapport with him. Sometimes, we talk like friends even though they are student-teacher barrier that needs to be respected and not to be crossed.
“Doctor, my final exam is less than a month now. i’m so afraid. Please pray for me”
“Dont worry my friend. Study hard and pray a lot. InsyaALLAH you will pass.”
“I dont know doctor, it’s hard to tell.”
“Well, another thing is, there’s something inside your chest.”, while pointing to my heart.
“Hold it and REMEMBER. Your ‘Niat’ is inside it! Always correct your NIAT!”
What is my NIAT of doing medicine?
Well yes, i might go a lil bit astray initially. But as time passes, i eventually made clear of myself. I want to graduate and serve as a MUSLIM DOCTOR. A Doctor who will carry out his duty in the name of Allah.
Indeed, sometimes, a soft voice whispering to my ears on how popular i am when have a ‘dr’ title inside my name. You can do everything. Lot of money inside your pocket, you will be famous and get girlfriendS easily. You can live your life till the fullest. Do everything you want.
But is that the purpose of life? Is that the reason why GOD create you at the first place?
InsyaALLAH! Even though my chance is 50-50 and there’s a lot of thing which i didn't cover and keep puzzle every time the lecturer ask the questions, i will try my best. I Promise i will fight till the end for this exam no matter what will be the outcome.
As my favorite Professor in Orthopedic said to me.
“There’s no such thing as withdrawal! Go for it.”
And while i was dazzled, he then shout.
“Go Go Go! GO BACK and STUDY! There’s still time for it”.
InsyaALLAH Prof! I will not give up. I Will try my best!
28 More days for exam........